Approximately 3,000 Earth years ago
Location: Unknown, Spirit Realm
It seems to have been a few days since I channeled Gaia’s energy and attempted an escape. There has been a lot of commotion surrounding my prison. From what I can tell, they have ramped up security. Saros is still with me most of the time, and other guards are also present with my prison throughout the day. I can sense that they continue to question his loyalty, and yet they understand that his connection to me is the only way they will likely be able to source from my energy.
Avania, I hear his voice enter my awareness telepathically as I gently wake up from sleep. I can feel the peace that he is pushing me, and I breathe deeply to savor it. I never want to take it for granted. I never want to forget how beautiful it feels to be loved so deeply.
I’m here, I respond quietly while still lying down, my hands cradling my head.
I feel him deepen into his task, and I relax my body to savor even more deeply the peace that he is pushing me. As I continue to feel into the moment, I begin to hear another voice in my mind: Without peace, it is impossible to receive love purely.
I perk up curiously, Who is speaking?
It is I, Child, I hear, and I know it is Source. I sit up with intentions to honor the message, the transmission that I am receiving. Days ago, I was able to receive the transmission from Gaia. This is the first time I am hearing from Source directly since arriving here. I do not question how it is possible; I simply breathe into the intention to receive it.
Love is the most important frequency, Child. I feel the cells in my body relax even further as I hear Source’s words. Love. This is the most potent, the most powerful energy in this multidimensional experience. And receiving love is impossible if your cellular body is not at peace. Peace is the pathway, the portal through which love can reach you.
As I breathe into their words, I see images moving through my mind’s eye. At first, I see the trauma of being taken and imprisoned. I see myself, alone and afraid, in my prison as I am transported to this foreign planet. I see the discord in my cells and the psychosis that I endured as a result; the trauma changed the chemistry of my physical and energetic being. It sounds like several instruments playing out of tune and playing notes that are in dissonance with one another. It looks like chaos, like cells bouncing off of one another and creating damage everywhere they go. This is what had happened in my body when I was taken, when I was stolen from my safe place and imprisoned.
Source then showed me the potential for further harm. More trauma would have been caused if they had succeeded in siphoning my potency. Instead, I see Saros convening with Source, receiving the transmission of his assignment to do everything in his power to protect my energy and send me peace. He nods in understanding and within minutes, he is beside my enclosure. He is initially surprised by my energy, feeling the bolt of electricity that had coursed through his body in those first few moments of being connected to me. He is a bit startled by it and eventually moves forward with his task; he begins pushing me peace and speaking telepathically with me. He gets to know me deeply and eventually falls in love with me. The bolt of electricity was his body remembering who we are. He knew who we were to one another before I knew.
This won’t always be the case, Child, Source explains. You and Saros navigate many, many lives together. This origin story is simply the first of many experiences you two will share. There will be many lives where you two will recognize one another’s energy. There is one life in particular—one very important life—where you will be the one to recognize him, to recognize your soul connection. You will be the one who calls him forward, who reminds him of who he is. You will be the one who wakes him from his trauma, from his deep sleep. You will call him toward his higher consciousness. And yet in this particular experience, he is here for you… to remind you of who you are. Do you remember yet, Child? Do you remember who you are?
I breathe deeply once more, willing my body to remember. Suddenly, I feel Source flowing energy to me in a way that resembled how Gaia poured energy into me. I suddenly feel constrained in my physical posture and stand up to allow the energy to move more easefully throughout my body. It feels a bit awkward at first to stand up; I spend most of my time sitting or lying down in my enclosure. It is shaped like a long pill and standing up makes the prison stretch upward and feel taut above my head. I continue to stand taller and taller, allowing my encasing to move with my energy.
As I continue to breathe and allow my energy to take up space within the enclosure, I notice for the first time that cracks are beginning to appear. I smile, knowing that this is the way forward. I am breaking my enclosure by quite literally standing in my power.
Love, my Child. Allow love to flow to you. Peace has found you, and Saros has been instrumental in flowing you peace. Tears fill my eyes as I reflect on our time together. He has been unwavering in the ways he has pushed me peace from the moment our energies met. This has always been his mission and his purpose in connecting with you: to flow you peace. To support the healing of your body so that you may receive the love that is always around you. Allow love to flow to you, Child. Open your energy to let it in…
I breathe deeply and will my energy to open to the love that Source is describing. Then, I see it. At first, all I see and feel is Saros’s love flowing to me. Then I begin to feel Source’s love, which finds its way to me through Saros’s channel. He has been creating the pathway, Source? His love has allowed your love to flow to me?
Pure love, such as the love that he feels for you… unfettered, untainted, lacking ego… it is always a pathway for divine love to flow. Continue to open, Child…
I feel myself standing taller still as my energy body opens to the love flowing toward me. I begin to notice that this love energy isn’t simply staying in my energy body; I have become a conduit for it. I put my hands in front of my face and can see the glow of this love energy in my cells. I smile widely and turn my hands to place them on my enclosure. I giggle excitedly as I see the energy traveling into the structure of the prison, which causes it to crack around my hands. The cracks begin to travel until the entire prison is filled with them.
I begin to notice the people who have entered the room and are now surrounding my prison. The room is chaotic, and the energy of what I have been channeling in my prison is now surrounding me, creating a windstorm of energetic chaos. Electronics are going haywire, sparks are flying, and items that are not bolted to the building are being tossed around the room.
“Do something!” I hear someone yell to Saros, and he turns to face him. It is the leader. He has entered the room, and his eyes are dark with anger and fear.
Sparks fall from the ceiling as the lights burst and the room goes dark. I can hear an alarm blaring in the background. “No,” I hear Saros reply simply.
He feels so powerful right now, I say to Source. I still can only see what is happening outside of my enclosure through the channel in my mind’s eye, but I can feel the potency of the moment.
He is channeling the energy of love, just as you are, Source replies. I continue to breathe deeply and channel the energy that Source is flowing to and through both of us. Suddenly, the cracks in my enclosure widen as I sense the energy beginning to destroy the structure from the inside out. I feel a large pulse of energy move through me and I sense Saros feels it as well, and instantaneously, my enclosure bursts around me. The remnants of the enclosure sparkles in the dark like energetic dust. I smile, feeling the energy of it around me as it falls to the ground.
Saros is standing directly in front of me. My eyes meet his for the first time, and I smile. He is so beautiful, exactly as I remember him in my mind’s eye but even more stunning somehow. He has a serious look on his face and suddenly, I remember the task at hand. I hold back a giggle as I remember the solemness of the moment.
There are guards surrounding me and Saros at every angle, guns drawn. They have their eyes fixed on me and every now and then, they glance toward a figure to my right standing outside of the circle of guards. They seem to be awaiting his order before shooting. He is the leader that has been directing Saros, and in this moment, he feels afraid and powerless.
Saros turns to face him. “I am not your brother, and this dark place is not my home. You and your leaders have been causing harm trying to save this planet and this species… I am not one of you. I am sent by Source. May Source extend mercy to you all and the ways you have sacrificed the light for your dark mission. May Source extend forgiveness for all of the ways you have allowed darkness to carve your path. You are not my brother, and this is not my home.”
I turn to look at the leader, and I can see the rage in his face. He opens his mouth and points in our direction, “Fire!”
Instinctively, I swiftly lift my right hand as the bullets fire. The love that was flowing through my energy body meets the bullets and dissolves them instantaneously in the same way my prison dissolved away. Saros looks frightened at first then immediately breathes deeply as he sees the bullets dissipate before reaching us. They continue to fire on us until their guns are empty.
I turn my body to face the leader. At first, he puffs his chest out in a show of resistance. As I take several steps toward him, he begins to stumble backward in fear. I raise my hand toward him, and he begins to lift off of the ground. I realize that I am somehow grabbing him by the neck as the circle of guards part to let me through. He is choking and gasping under my energetic grasp, and I easily toss him aside. A couple of guards run to check on him, and I walk out of the room, Saros by my side.
“I do not know the way,” I say to Saros as I enter the hallway outside of the room where I had been held captive all this time.
He smiles, “It is good to hear your voice, my dear.” He points in a direction and takes my hand. “This way.”
He navigates the maze of the facility easily, and we eventually enter a large hangar where several ships are lined up. The lights and sounds of the alarms continue to blare around us. There are several people in the hangar running toward the exit. We find an aircraft easily, and I notice a man on the control panels nearby. He nods to Saros, and Saros nods back. Thank you, brother, I hear Saros speak to him telepathically. I can sense in Saros’s energy that this person has been a part of the plan all along. I can feel the love that they have for one another. It is once again the energy of love that facilitates this divine moment, this moment of escape.
Saros and I both buckle ourselves into the small aircraft. There are lights and sounds going off within the aircraft, none of which are familiar to me, and yet it matters not. Saros knows exactly what he is doing. My energy suddenly begins to feel heavy once more.
Rest, Child, I hear Source say. You have done well. Your part in this moment is complete. Allow him to take you home.
Within moments, my body falls into a deep sleep as I feel the aircraft take off.
***
I begin to regain consciousness as we enter Earth’s atmosphere. My eyes open slightly, and I see my meadow shrouded in the darkness of the night, my spiritual birthplace. I feel Gaia’s energy begin to flow to me easily as we get closer and closer to Earth, and I smile gently.
Saros lands the aircraft with ease and the hatch opens. My body still feels heavy, undoubtedly from the events leading to our escape.
Saros unbuckles himself. “Avania… how are you feeling? Can you move?”
I try to lift my arm to unbuckle myself and discover that I cannot move. I look into his eyes and convey the information to him telepathically. He nods, knowing exactly what I am trying to say.
“Source mentioned this could happen… don’t worry, my dear. I have you.” He unbuckles me and easily lifts me into his arms before carrying me out of the aircraft. It is nighttime here, and yet the land is pulsating with energy.
He finds a spot in the meadow to gently set me down before sitting down himself. He moves his body toward me, and places my head in his lap. He places both of his hands on my cheeks and gently strokes my face, searching for signs that energy is returning to me.
Suddenly, I begin to feel Gaia pouring into me. I gasp as the first burst of energy enters my body, and I see Saros’s eyes fill with tears. I can feel it all. I feel Gaia, the energy of the land, the energy of the water nearby, the mountains. I sense the animals in the woods in the distance. I can sense all of Earth’s animals pouring into me in this moment. I can hear them telepathically celebrating my return. Welcome home! Welcome home! Tears fill my eyes and fall down my cheeks. Saros wipes them away as he gazes into my eyes, the full moon casting a soft light on the side of his face.
I begin to hear an angel choir in the distance—angels singing songs of praise mixed with tones that sound like they are from another planet. Perhaps they represent where Saros is from originally… before Source created him to replicate the species of the planet we just left.
“I…” I start shakily, and he stops me.
“Don’t push yourself. It’s okay, Avania. Regain your strength…”
I gently shake my head, knowing I have to get this out. I breathe deeply as Gaia’s energy continues to give me strength. “I… love… you…”
He laughs and looks down at me with adoration in his eyes, “I love you, too.”
“Thank… you…,” I continue breathlessly. “…for… saving… me…”
He shakes his head. “No, I didn’t save you… Source did. And you did.”
I breathe, feeling into the power of his statement. Love is the energy that brought me home. And home is where I shall remain.
I close my eyes as the energy of his love and the sounds of my home planet gently cradle me back to sleep.
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